merry X'mas

christmas coming
wat i can say jus
merry X'MAS to myself
pass it lonely
zzzz
damn sienzzz

haiz
wat a boring holiday
zzzz
damn ...

damn miss the sch time
even nid exam nid study
but i stil can c u all
i stil can chat v u all

very regret 1
din go the trip v vikie them
damn suck
haiz ..
but ntg can i say also
coz i'm poor
i wanna parent gv money d
haiz

ntg can say
jus say
MERRY X'MAS
to dearest frenss
pass myself alone

wtf

wasai
damn sienz kek ~~~
what happen to u ???
FXXX
wanna go work also cant ar ??
last time u say wanna let me out n work ..
not me say wanna out ..!!!!

go wher also cant ~~
actually u wan me do wat ??
at hse sleep ??
at hse eat ??
at hse c movie ??
b a FEI CAI ???


wanna new year nid use a lot money
din let me go work ..
thn how i buy wat i wan ??
take money from u ??
sure kena 1 ~~~
FXXX

damn hate damn suck !!
U !!
always like tat ~~~
zzz
make me damn XXXX
XXXXXXXX
jus leave it ???
damn ....

ALL
AWAY FROM ME

hapi day XD

haha
lastly ...
finish my SPM joh ~~`
hehee ...
damn hapi da ar ...

thn ..
hehe ..
thx lah billy ^^
always come fetch me even so far ..
thx xuer ^^ zai zai ^^ sim ^^ XD

last can yc v u all
hehe ...
a sweet sweet memory again XD
chat a lot .. XD
susu ^^ oursss secret XD

hehe ...
u all for me ~~~
is a good present that the god gv me ^^
watever wat thingsss
always can share XD
thx u all ^^
always help always always ..

dun feel sad
we all bside u ^^
watever what is happen ~~~~
trust urself ^^
b a hapi gal
that i want to c whn meet u again ^^
jia you ^^

kena ><

请列出5个你最要好的朋友 ♥:
1.susu
2.mao
3.vikie
4.shan
5.chern ming


请列出3个你最讨厌的人:
1.LPS
2.TXW
3.LXY


请列出在你朋友里面最漂亮/可爱的5位❤:
1.susu XD most QQQ 1
2.vikie ^^ leng n gud 1 XD
3.jia nie ... a lenqqq lui
4.baby show ^ hv a pair of big eyess n QQ lenqq
5.xin ^^ XD my dear


请列出在你朋友里面最帅/可爱的5位:
1.jia hoe ^ most lenqqq zai along my frenss
2.billy ^ a normal lenq zai that hv his style
3.jhao ^ zilian kuang ~~~ wahaha
4.zhi yan ^ a lenqqq zai little boy XD
5.chern ming ^ a stupid boy XD

请列出在你朋友里面真人和相片差很大的3位:
1.me lolss XD wahaha
2.me
3.me me me


你觉得谁会最早结婚：
♥: billy ~~~ many gal gal like him 1 XD
♥: mao ^^ wakaka

你相信你的朋友吗?
♥: jus a few a few XD


最后，你希望和旧朋友一直联络还是你比较偏向新交的朋友？
♥: haha .. all XD

累

再一次的
发神经 ~~~~
随便了

是
我想太多了吗 ??
每一次
的疑问
总是
使的我累的不能呼吸

或许
我
就是如此
如此的任性
如此 ....

选择了
好像失去了什么

害怕
却不能表现
无助
却不知如何

怎么了
连自己也不懂

失去还是得到
模糊了
也不再想去追究

求求你们
还我原来的生活 !!!!

我
没兴趣
陪你们玩无聊的游戏

放过我吧
已经
没有力气了

sorry , someone

sorry , someone
mayb i'm wrong
sorry 4 u
i dont know hot to help you
should i help me
that a question for me ..

when you first time find me
that a phobia on me
that really not a good feel

mayb
i hurt u ..
but now ..
not mayb
is SURE
sorry someone

something happen
IT wont bcome original again
if I give up
is that your hope ??
should i do it ??

should i

today
at sch teacher ask me abt go TAIWAN d thingss
suddenly ~~
i feel that should i go ther ??
a place tat i never go ~~~
a strange place 4 me ...
should i go ther 4 study ???
i scared on it ...

go ther ~~~
i nid to leave all my frenss ...
b a stranger at ther ~~~~
should i ???
go ther ...
i nid hv a new life myself ...
should i ????

i hate
i scared
i worry

even my result bad or gud ~~~
even nw SPM is coming ....
i cant stop to think on IT ..

wat i'm doin ???
i hate
i dunwan to lose again !!!
i scared i scared ~~~~~

how i can do ???
tel mummy tat i dun wan go ???
should them feel disappointed to me ???
wil them scold ???
i leave 4 monthsss ....
jus 4 monthsss
i nid to go ther ???
i nid to leave a place tat i growth ???
T.T

mayb